greenandwinged

2010, holy balls. I can say with certainty that this new year will be different, though I am unaware of what it will hold. I hope it will be good, anyhow. More thoughts to come! School, started, is very exciting. I already made new friends, howdy-do! How did that even happen? I am re-starting myself, as it were. Taking new steps, or perhaps old steps on a new path. Re-assessing and evaluating myself. I wonder what's in there, under all this junk. I suppose we'll see.

Changing. Change is good. Change is really good. But we can't wait around for it, -I- can't wait around for it. It won't come to me. I need to press the button and take the initiative. Correction – I will press the button. I am taking the initiative. I had, in simple terms, a really good weekend. The world's really beautiful, you know? Not always, but we can make it a nicer place, for ourselves, for other people. And so. Yes. It's been on my mind for quite some time and I am, yes I am, changing my name. Probably legally, though not for a while. But I wish to be Jordan no more, it's really not me, doesn't suit me, doesn't sound right

Kerry moved out of the house on Saturday. He's still coming back, doing things around the house he hasn't done in the last few years, but, as far as it's going, he's out of the house, and out of our lives. Life is pleasant. Things are looking up. And everything will be okay.